Sunday, April 27, 2008

အလြမ္း

ဒီေန႔... ရင္ထဲမွာ တစ္စံုတစ္ခုကို တမ္းတေနမိတယ္....။
ဘာမွန္းေတာ့ မသိဘူး...။
သိတာတစ္ခုကေတာ့... လြမ္းဆြတ္တမ္းတမႈဟာ..
ရင္ထဲမွာ...ေနရာယူေနခ့ဲတာ .... ၾကာခဲ့ၿပီ...........


ရယူပိုင္ဆိုင္လိုမႈမပါ၀င္ခ့ဲတ့ဲ...
ရင္ထဲက..တြယ္တာမႈ..သံေယာဇဥ္ကို
ဒီခ်ိန္ထိ...သိုေလွာင္ထားဆဲပါ........။

ဖြင့္ေျပာဖို႔အခ်ိန္ကိုေ႐ြးရင္း.... ေ၀းကြာခဲ့တာ....
အျပစ္ျဖစ္ခ့ဲၿပီလား......။

အခု..ဖြင့္ေျပာမယ္ဆိုရင္...
ကိုယ့္စကားလံုးေတြဟာ....
မင္းအတြက္ေတာ့....
စူမာၾတားကို...ဆူနာမီ၀င္သလို...
တားမႏိုင္..ဆီးမရ..ျဖစ္ကုန္လိမ့္မယ္ကြာ....။

ေသခ်ာတာကေတာ့... တို႔...UAE..မွာ..
မင္းကို..လြမ္းေနတယ္......................

ၿပံဳးခ့ဲပါ .....ခ်စ္သူ.....

မဟူရာည.....
မိုးရြာၿပီးစေကာင္းကင္မွာ..
လင္းလက္ေနတဲ့..လမင္းလို...
ေတာက္ပတဲ့....ေငြစင္အၿပံဳးတစ္ခ်က္နဲ႔.....
ရင္ခြင္တစ္ခုလံုး.....မင္းေအးစက္ေစခ့ဲၿပီ..........

မင္းရဲ့အၿပံဳးကို ပိုင္ဆိုင္ဖို႔အတြက္....
တို႔ရ့ဲဘ၀ကို ရင္းရမယ္ဆိုရင္ေတာင္......
ေရစက္ခ်ၿပီး..တို႔ေပးဆပ္လိုက္တယ္...ေကာင္မေလးေရ.....။

မင္းကိုဘယ္ေလာက္ခ်စ္တယ္ဆိုတာကို
စာဖြ႔ဲဖို႔ေတာ့.....၀တၳဳေတြ.....ကဗ်ာေတြထဲက..
သိပ္မထူးျခားတ့ဲ စကားလံုးေတြနဲ႔....
သက္ေသမထူခ်င္ဘူး.........
ဒါေပမယ့္...
အ႐ုိးရွင္းဆံုးစကားနဲ႔ ေလာကႀကီးကို
သက္ေသျပဳလိုက္တယ္..
ခ်စ္တယ္..ကေလးရယ္...

ဒါကိုမွ..မင္းပ်က္ရယ္ျပဳမယ္ဆိုရင္...
ကိုယ့္ကိုကိုယ္....Oscar ရတ့ဲ. ဟာသပညာရွင္လို႔
သတ္မွတ္လိုက္မယ္.....
မင္း..ဒီထက္ပိုရယ္လိုက္ပါ....
ငါ့ရင္အကြဲခံၿပီး...မင္းရယ္ဖို႔...စေတးလိုက္မယ္.....။

တေလာကလံုး ကိုယ့္ကို...
ဥေပကၡာျပဳခဲ့ရင္ေတာင္....
မင္းက...အၿပံဳးေလး တစ္ပြင့္ေတာ့..ခ်န္ခ့ဲပါ...
ဒါဟာ...မင္းရ့ဲ ကိုယ္စား..
ငါ့ကို ႏွစ္သိမ့္ပါလိမ့္မယ္........။
လမင္းဟာ...ျမင္သာတဲ့ ...အေ၀းတစ္ေနရာမွာ....
ထြန္းလင္းေနသလို....
မင္းရ့ဲအၿပံဳးဟာလည္း....
ငါ့ဘ၀ရဲ့...ျမင္သာတ့ဲ တစ္ေနရာမွာ...
ေတာက္ပေနပါလိမ့္မယ္......။

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

My first love

I had met a girl in ten of my age. I acknowledged her just a friend. When I became twelve, however, my mind had changed. My heart wanted her. Then, I told her that I loved her. She was laughing on my words. When she laughed, she was beautiful. It was unbelievable. Her smiles, manner of laughing made me crazy. I was seriously in love with her. One year later, she said "I love you." Of course I was happiest one on the earth.
When I got fourteen, I was transfered to another school, BEHS (2) Kamayut. We did not get chance to meet one another due to study at different school but we had some kind of connection such as mailing, telephone and by friends. We were happy a lot.
After one and half years.., we were busy with study to pass matriculation exam so we just lucked of contact. Then she betrayed me. She was in love with my friend at me back who was in same school with her. I could forgive her but she had done more than love. She wanted something special from the guys which I was not yet ready for. So we broke up silently, I mean without notification. That is about my first love.